Tuesday, March 30, 2021

Deadwood




 What seems like a life-time ago, I stumbled on the story "Deadwood" by the author Tripwire. I was a very young man at the time and to this day I think it altered (damaged?) my formative mind. The level of description was so evocative, the anatomical accuracy so detailed that it stuck in my mind like a pick axe...so much so I guess it was inevitable that I'd have to try to illustrate it one day.

The story is so grotesque, so terrifying and yet so compelling that the imagery remains with me still. As a man, imagine seeing your balls, the very core of your masculinity, the centre of your manhood in a jar. Separated, even alien in appearance, no longer part of you, filling your veins with strength and arousal.

Over even weirder yet, what about if the testicles were not your own, but the instead were the set that created you, the engines of the seed from which you sprang and so similar in fact to your own that hang reassuringly heavy between your legs. I don't think there's a man alive who wouldn't consider the idea a mindfuck. 


Artist's notes:

I'm trying a new shading method which is "simpler" and more cartoony. I...kinda like it but am unsure if it qualifies as an improvement. 

As a sidenote - I've received quite few requests and comments through my email. To the guys who've sent positive thoughts, it is much appreciated. I love hearing from you. I am planning on trying to fulfil some of the requests but my process is snail-like and I don't have as much time to devote to this as I'd like, so your patience if much appreciated.


Wednesday, November 18, 2020

POPS!: No Father's Day





 This series was inspired by an incredible story by Buster that can be read here. It's one of my favourite stories of his. The pics feature abit more gore than what I'm used to drawing but I can't deny that it was a fun exercise. Somewhere a google analyst is wondering about my repeated searches for images of "squashed tomatoes".

I'm not sure what it is about the story that i find so compelling. I love the description of Clint's balls and the background of the fertility clinic setup. Great stuff...


Artist's Notes:


I'm vaguely concerned I'm becoming a one trick pony since this is the the third or forth time I've drawn "man restrained on knees". But part of the reason why I wanted to learn how to draw was because I wanted to see what I wanted to see...and if that means drawing the same thing over and over, I guess that's fine. 


By the by, if anyone out there has any requests, please let me know. There's a small but non-zero chance that requests will be fulfilled.

Thursday, August 20, 2020

Kano - Process Video

 

I'm almost embarrassed to post this, but I only just kinda learnt that Procreate has a time-lapse recording function. I think that's amazing. 

It is embarrassing though as I'm sure real artists will find my process...uncoordinated. I still find it fascinating to watch though.

Cybernetic


 

Apparently Kano lost much more than his eye in his fight with Jax...


Artist's notes:


I actually had an almost weird amount of fun drawing this. Kano was surprisingly easy to draw, I think because you never really have to worry about facial asymmetry.

Sunday, July 19, 2020

Kettlebell Training


I had to draw alittle something as I was inspired by a story written by my good pal over at Jayse's Brutal Ball Busting Stories. Sounds like he's currently on sabbatical but hope he comes back soon...

*****

Artist's notes:

Haven't had much inclination to draw last couple of months due to being distracted by, well, 2020 and all its assorted virus-related shenanigans.

I'm still struggling with faces and am beginning to suspect I may actually have a degree of mild facial aphantasia. Currently I working around it by just drawing a rough face and then moving around the components using the cut tool until it looks okay. We work with the tools we have I guess.

What worked better for me is that I'm using a bigger sized canvas, which seems to help me manipulate detail better.  This is challenging as I'm using a iPad 2018 and Procreate, the latter of which I love and the former of which I use to get by...when I first started this journey I didn't know if I'd invest in it enough to buy a better drawing tool so I just used whatever I had lying around. I like to think that I am actually getting okay enough that I should think about getting something more...extravagant.

This pic has also been a lesson in that I'm shit at background due to disinterest, mainly. By the time I've finished the subject I feel the last thing I want to do is draw a background. Something to work on :)